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Let's Go To The Circus

desolatedreamer Nov 30, 2006

It's not you, it's me.

It's not me, it's us.

The applications of bookmark excuses and stereotypical lines, packed into a mental rehearsal of what shouldn't be said. You don't want to risk it but you don't want to stand still, and it takes a leap to get anywhere from here. Not a safety rope in sight, captain, so let's take the dive.

4:52, and I should be asleep. Instead I'm filling up space with magnetic ink and fighting insomnia for control over the twilight hours. I'm losing. Go figure.

Monday I press the play button on real life again. Back to school. Back to the grind. Time to move forward this semster, not back. No excuses, no mopings, no crying this time around. The carousel is spinning, my friends, and just because I didn't get to sit on the pink-painted pony of my choice doesn't mean it's going to stop.

Strike up a chorus, conductor man. The carnival is back in town, and I have a score to settle with the ringmaster.

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desolatedreamer
  • Knoxville TN, US
  • 25 Female, Virgo
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  • Member Since: 2006-11-30
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Children: Someday
  • Education: In College
  • Occupation: Student, Artist, Combination Hopeless and Romantic, Watching You

About Me:

I'm a student, studying for a future I don't think I really want and waiting for the world to turn the other way so I can sneak out while it's not paying attention. I want to drop out and focus on what is important in my life, but it's going to take a few more semesters before I find out what that really is.

There's one person for everyone, who fits them like a puzzle piece. And like a thousand piece jigsaw, you'll go through a dozen before you find it.

Interests:

You, Your Life, Your dreams and nightmares., Music and Art, a brown paper bag and a broken glass bottle - anything that a person can pour their soul into and desperately pray that it all works out.

Favorite Music:

I'm here, so naturally FOB is on the list. I don't obsess over music, but I cherish it. It's not the fame of a band that makes me sing my heart out in my car - it's their dedication to their music, to their fans, the beauty of words and voices and notes and rhythms strung together to make something greater than the parts., Panic!, MCR, Hush Sound, The Academy Is..., Gym Class Heroes, Alk 3, and a dozen others.

Favorite Movies:

The Science of Sleep, it's strangely fascinating. I'm a ridiculous geek and I love it - so tack on the X-Men movies for the sake of that. Memento. Anything originating from the works of Chuck Palahniuk or Clive Barker. Thief of Always promises to be amazing.

Favorite Books:

Chuck Palahniuk or Clive Barker, again. Particularly the Abarat Series and Thief of Always.

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